clubroom

i've got so much to blog about . it's not like i have the time . but here goes a little update .


i have been procrastinating *wiggles eyebrow* so much of work to be done . date due in 3 weeks but hey at least i admit that i am one , and here i am blogging .


when i saw the mixed rice stall i feel disgusted and don't know what to eat .
been eating mixed rice . mcd . kfc . this past weeks omg i'm so sick of it , that i skipped dinner .


got myself a new set of speaker . i love my evo 7 speakers . the music definitely sounded so much better , compared to my creative speakers .


been busy returning to M'sia and back to Sg . i know someone thinks that i come back too frequent and commented i'm wasting time , money and so on . at least i'm honest about it . my parents does know about it when i come back . i just wanted a little breather and quality time with friends and family which is more worth it , in my opinion . sometimes i wished that someone who doesn't understand my situation will be standing on my shoes .


i was at mcdonalds the other day , i spotted this couple wearing shimano jersey , with thier bike parked on the side . it so happens that the lady was on the toilet queu (no i did not stalk her) . i needed to pee . so i started a conversation , then i asked her , where to get the cycling shoes since i have no idea where to get it . (i should have googled about it)
-so she told me where the shop was and she did asked me back why would i need a cycling shoes , it's just cycling on the stationery bike , when i can use sport shoes ? like zomg . to protect my feet ? anyways it wasn't a very pleasant chat *rolls eyes* oh before i forget , the word rolls eyes is not some kind of hate word . please check the dictionary , correct me if i'm wrong .


i still haven't got the time to the tattoo parlour . been talking about it like forever .


currently , i'm addicted to johnsons baby moisture wash .


growing up with the ranges ..*memories* i pretty liked the smell . but it was so mild that only lasted up to half an hour . i want my sanex :(


i don't like how my hair looks now . it's driving me crazy .


i guess this is about it . i can't wait for Dj Sammy's new album 'clubroom' to be released . maybe it was released . i thought i saw it on HMV 3 months ago .

:(

i'm having the 'dream' again , i guess i miss home and gym :(

i'm looking forward for 16th of May , 2009

Found

Thank You Aimee :)

:)

ok here's the thing . i wont be posting any lovey dovey stuff , in case i get rolling eyes or upset any parties .

hope things will work .

Benji , your sweetness deserves a hug .
i love you!!!

oh no

i was at TGIF to get my alcohol fixed with superman .

my greatest nightmare came true , i thought i trusted this 'friend' of mine .
he came in from the entrance opposite me with someone , i noticed that he was making an eye contact with me , not even bothered to say hi when he is just sitting opposite our table .

disappointment . like i suspected (i always thought that i think too much)

oh .. he is the biggest liar that i have ever met .

end of ranting


but i had the greatest night out , after so long .

i smell home

another round of breather and comfort zone is coming :)

i think my dad understands me the most .

Plan B

i'll be graduating in Oct 17 .
here's my plan , IF i am able to get a job here , i'll work for a few months @ the same time continue my language course .
IF i manage to get the scholar , i'll fly to Italy .

here's what have been happening lately .
i finished drawing my 11 Plans and my researches from internet .
finished up the RPM tees design .
been busy going to immigration , medical check up and so on .
been busy playing the inaccurate quiz from facebook .

ONLY TO FIND OUT THAT MY DAD'S PRECIOUS LAPTOP CRASHED . OMG i don't know how to explain to him . i lost all my pictures and some music . i hate it when it happens at such time .

luckily i have purchased mini dell earlier , or i would have died , without music . i have lost all my trance music . *cries*

i feel thankful to my dad for he was being so strict towards me during the whole first year (i hated it so much , that i went into depressing mode) , no coming back home unless its a term break (which was only 10-14 days!) , i'm so relieved that now , i don't have not much problems doing the assignments . It has been plain boring . it's so dull and i'm working like a robot . yes the basics is pretty important.

me coming back for the weekends is going to end soon . need to prepare for the final collection which will start on August . i guess this few months is the best timing to come back home and have some good times . omg i cant wait . BALI!

blood test

blood test . im afraid of needles poking zomg!

treadmill

i finally have settled the crazy bills for gym .changed my mind to continue . main reason why was BALI!!!

anyways,the gym was equipped with so many new machines that i don't know how to use xD . let me update you with my 'good' news .

i was expecting a lot , since it was bought over by another company . to my greatest nightmare , same shit , different people/management and different culture .

i'm disturbed with their 'cock-staring' stare from the arrogant consultants . blankly

today while on the treadmill , i had this situation*points the pic below*with a treadmill stranger. she stares , shakes her head and laughed at me after i finished my 20 mins on the treadmill .

i'm very sure it's me . when i speed up , she did too . double . she then stopped her machine , walk pass me(i was on the queu for BP) and brushed my shoulder rudely.

walked off with her nose higher than her forehead . no offense . i don't have this kind of culture back at home . this been happening quite number of times . different woman .

it's like a pressure to me at first , now i don't give a shit , i guess it's their culture here . i know i did whatever i can . i would like to share this incident with you guys . i'm not offended.

she feels superior when her machine is set at a faster pace and longer time.



picture taken from http://postsecret.blogspot.com/


thanks to aimee , sending me the link to the pictures . i have not been stopping by at postsecret for quite sometime.

i don't fancy the bikes and the spinning class here . meh . i was extremely surprised when they played my fav song , but ... the positions through the track is ... im so speechless . it's not as awesome as RPM .

it has been a pain to walk up/down the stairs , i hope it works and i really have to watch out for my eating habbit :(


here's a start on the treadmill after i don't know how many months of stopped running. took on tuesday . i definitely felt the piercing pain on the lungs :( so started slow .


the special cycling machine.

other than above , the landlord brought back his ex gf and i dont know what happen to the recent one . he has been feeding me breakfast , lunch and dinner.i have not spoken to the ex gf since the incident . anyways, she shouldn't have involved me in. i dont know what will happen . i try not bumping into her . . in the same house.

bacon .. zomg *salivating*


i want my american breakfast with the fam :(



i have stopped fascinating you with your sexiness , ever since i found out that ... *sigh*
its ok . i still have benjirae :)

toddles

bobby

my classmate was going through my play lists from my i-pod , asked me what kind of music i like . so i said , i'm up for anything as long it sounded nice . nothing too noisy/annoying .


he was like what about rnb ? i went speechless a little while. i never fancied rnb that much after i fell in love with DJ Sammy . Unless it's a clubbing occasion . BTW i don't dance , XD .


i was suspecting that he was trying to brainwash me . haha . so he did , i'm joking!!
immediately he turned on his macbook burned some 'rnb . hip hop . soul ' album into a cute mickey n minnie cd for me and asked me to enjoy the songs . *lmao*


there is this few songs that cracks me up . i don't know why . no offense .
i appreciate it very much when my friends try to recommend me nice music , instead of comparing the genres and give me that 'disgusted' look . *points at Benji and stare*

i'm talking about really cheesy shit music 'dance/electronica/trance/house music' or anything like that . Again it's my own preference and taste .


oh before i forget , thank you Aimee for recommending and sending me awesome-powesome + nice songs!!! :)


here is one of the song . i felt there is this fusion in the song . maybe it's not fusion , i don't know what word to insert . low quality , please don't expect much . i can't find better one in youtube .


Bobby Valentino - Make You The Only One (2009) (!!HOT!!) - Click here for the most popular videos

have a good day people!

Alter Bridge

i was watching Alter Bridge on youtube , Click Here
to see it .

i was eye-ing his veiny and muscles of the forearm . *tehee*

ok should get back to drafting start drafting .

meh. . .

zomg

phroar!

student visa , a pain in my butt . now i have to do blood test and get x-ray again . i wasn't informed from the school . so i wasted my cab fare . zzzz

assignments are killing me . really . 11 plans , 100 sketches . research . fabric hunting . portfolio. zomfg!!!

my plan is to finish it no matter what by next week . i need a little break after that.

apart from above , i have finally settled my gym fees. apparently i wasn't in the gym for 6 months o.o and i'm willing to do anything for bali!!! lol , very excited :)

note

in case you are wondering ,
the big secret is still safe with me , unless you told her .
don't worry i wont say a thing about it :)

yes you

dengue

my poor little brother is hospitalized , infected with dengue .
blood test done last night . result came out . bad news .
i hope he is doing fine . hang on strong!!!
i'll be back soon

:(

acne

i think i should REALLY stop eating fast food/anything is fried .

stop drinking coke (my current morphine) help! i need something else to replace this , i'm lactose intolerant , can't switch to milk .

drink lottts of water .

get supplements for skin . actually i really need the skin doctor now .

should sleep very early .

i m really willing to wear the funny bandana just to grow my hair out / get the hair from blocking my face . this time i won't chop it off.


it's killing me , please go away .

Jazzed

i found him .
*fingers crossed*
please approve my request .

:)

no man's island

rawrRrR!!!

i was back to kl to catch the design week(it dissapointed me , i expected so much) and also the new release for RPM(i love it!!!) .
oh well .. i wouldn't want to complain more . i had my comfort zone for 4 days .



did not manage to see Aaron when i was at TGIF to get my booze fixed :(
but manage to catch benji-rae (happy.enough said) :D
i understand that everybody is busy with work . lol .








i'm having this i don't know if it's cold sore / i'm dehydrated/that time of the month is here . the sides of my mouth is so dry that it is cracking and the skin is peeling , lazy want to put moisturizer and my acne is killing me really . i'm praying hard so that it doesn't spread . i'm sure i wasn't sexually active , so it cannot be..HAHAHA . i know! too much info.



i had my haircut again . i quite liked it .

i think i should get back to gym-ing non stop routine(lol!) since i might be heading to bali this summer . i was looking back at the pictures when i hitted my min weight . *cries*



shit . so tiny compare to now :(


note that : i don't exactly know how i did it . then gained back like tons of it :(
all i remembered was , hours on the treadmill , cardio machines , rpm & bp and not that much of food . *SIGH*



since im back to the island , no guy's company , therefore i am missing benji's company. :(


current song stuck on my head




will update soon . till then , much love to all .
xoxo