wish granted

i'm very happy .
thank you daddy .
i love you!!!

*dance around in circles*

Babi

i got wow'ed .

X : can you tell me what you do during your free time ?
Me : online ? (can't possibly letting her know my personal life right?!)
X : That's it ?
Me : Yes and also the usual daily routine laundry and all that,do assignments.
X : You know when you spend more than 6 hours surfing the net , you have mental problem
Me : (Usual Reacting) *chuckles* and OK .. (and WTF)
X : Go out and do something..Shopping...do your assignments.
Me: Uh huh.*rolls eyes* Kept quiet to cut her off.

*the whole 1 1/2 hours was filled with bad energy in the class*

can you imagine this was coming from a lecturer . i wasn't prepared to answer her correctly . i wasn't really in the mood talking to her after she nags and bitches about ex students , i know she expects a lot from me , just because i got transferred from another school ..

it's not that i don't socialize , i do . but not that much here . i have my own reason . The internet is my only source of entertainment . YES . if you want to call me mental , go ahead . The house here do not have TV . i'm not getting one because i don't want to .


I FIND IT VERY DISTURBING & ANNOYING .

it's not like i did not do her assignments at all . i did some in the weekend/weekdays in school days so that i could speed up .
after all isn't holiday suppose to be holiday ?!

like i said , she expects A LOT from me .


i think she really should shut up and say all these to the appropriate person . not me .
i know i gave my best and i know there is always room for improvement .


i don't like certain type of people knowing my personal life . especially people like her .
i like to be in low profile mode . if i don't talk much that is my problem . i'm quiet doesn't mean that i'm dumb .

i'm also extremely disappointed with people who only look after me if he/she have problems or he/she needed help . And forget about me after that .

if you are some kind of direct selling person , bugger off .
This is entirely my own issue .

still in process

roar !!!

this is the second time the college's student management disappoint me .next time i wont trust them . never ever i will .

my student pass is still in process . I KNOW RIGHT . i felt like *insert kill emoticon* whoever it is . is it so hard for them to leave me an email , informing me ? now i wasted my time to come back early .
i'm suspecting something here . let see how it goes tomorrow .


so their intention was to make me take up G Design . . *dies* next week's and the week after class has been postponed and make up on other days ..


i think my dad is going to kill me if i tell him i want to go back . kl design week is coming on the 28 and i'm back here . i felt like going back to catch it to take up some inspiration .


basically i just stared at the wall and online the whole day today . *eurgh*

i'm having headache now . i don't know how to settle the bill with T.F. gym and i'm very annoyed with the never ending bills.

saving the best for last .
i did not get to see Benji-rae . the day i left was the day he returned from NY .

routine

i nearly breakdown in the locker room yesterday . i teared . but still manage swallow up strong .
just got back to my room and it is filled with bills and more bills . *cries*
the landlord just delivered me his leftover food . feed me at 10 pm . i didn't manage to eat it . not that i'm in starvation mode it's just because that i don't have the mood to eat .


the emptiness has arrived :(

here comes :
-lunch+dinner alone .

-the routine . laundry . clean the room . shower . catch the bus . 5 levels of stairs with my heavy books and tools . wait 15-20 minutes for the bus to come IF i missed the bus .

-im pretty sure assignments are coming in and piling up . next week

it's not that i don't want to socialize . i just can't click well .

i'm so very tempted to give up on this course at this moment and go back for good . but my mind keeps telling me to hang on . a few more months december . if i manage to hang on for 2 years then why not 9 more months .


maybe its just my hormone going up and down . thats why i felt this way .

*missing Rainbow and my sexy Prince* :(


*change mind*
i missed the cars back at home the most

Boo!

:(

my holidays are ending in 2 days . i have to go back early to settle my student visa , or else i would have my extra holidays . *sigh*

Tomorrow i'll be at The Gardens in the evening with Aimee . Sunday i'll be free after 1 pm , i wanted to go out earlier today . but choose to stay in . watch movies from Astro . making use of being home alone . lol

Friends that i have not catch up with , can give me a buzz / sms me . We could go for lunch , tea or dinner tomorow/Sunday .

Anyways whose up for dinner @ Bubba Gump at Sunway Pyramid on Sunday ?


Please Buzz me :)

i fancy

if only i have those slender long endless toned legs ..

21st century life

this is not new but , my head is stucked with this song at the moment :D



click

Here for the clearer version

wuu-lala

i was about to sleep and i reckoned that i so have to blog about this .

omg.omg.omg.omg he is so sexy . *Anthea just died*
give me some hot stuff and lust *inside joke* HAHAHA *swirl tongue* lolol ( ok i have to admit here , i have a wild side)


he popped inside my dream today while i was having my 3hours of afternoon nap . i can't ask for more . lol !

i'm planning to shut down my phone and off to bed in case some inappropriate call/sms woke me up . even in silent mode can wake me up . once i'm up i cant fall back to sleep again haha so don't blame me when u can't reach me .

Quickie

Been very busy .. picking my bro to help my sis with work . off to the gym . catching up with the VIPS ,then not having enough sleep after that .

here's a quickie


New member of the fam . doremi . owner : my brother


Dinner at Khaana Peena



Clubbing at Bambo9



Outing with Superman

thoughts : so random . planning to learn surfing i want to learn surfing . lol


i don't know if it sounds convincing or not . hahaa
please click

♥Here for more info .


ok im going off for my loong 12 hours of sleep .
toddles


oh yeah.. superman if you are reading this .. i loved today :D
looking forward for the next meeting .

eurgh

:(

i'm feeling extremely down .
at first i told him that i will pay him the damage of the car that i caused . it's just the signal of his mercedez.

then he told me it's ok no need to pay . small matter and all that crap . i call it crap because i want to and that is really my problem .

he even questioned me if i was drunk that night . the answer is no .
i wasn't drunk , it was just that out of the blue , he parks his car at that area close to my gate . normally that area is empty . obviously i was so sleepy at 2.30 am .

i was suppose to reverse and park my sister's car in . doing her a favour , so that it will be easier in the morning for me .

he went and fix the light right after i admitted to him about the incident that morning . then he came in the evening and told me this ''i fixed the light already'' i did not buy the original , but the pirated one from france . total spent on his fake lights was 'rm150' . he then mentioned no need to pay , he just wants to let me know .

at first i was like ' if no need to pay why come and inform me' ?!

i then told my sis about it . since she offered to help me out with paying . we assumed everything was settled.
so i returned for the semester and came back a week ago .


few days ago when i was on the way out , i saw his wife . she was ignorant when i greeted her . FINE
today he drove his car right next to mine and wind down his window while i was waiting my car to warm up .. he says total amount of fixing the signal light was 'rm150' . WHEN ARE YOU GOING TO PAY . i was so stunned with what he said .

so i did not want to cause more trouble after the rumour . i said i will pay him at night . i myself have to fork out my own RM150.00 . im broke now . so shut up .
went to his place in the night and so coincidence that he is not at home and the ignorant wife came out and acted she don't know anything . when i say she dont know anything it means she dont know that incident at all . i think i don't need to explain more here . it's all fake.fake.fake and more dramas .

how can she not know what happened ?! , when she was the one who went and spread fake rumours to the person who stays beside me that i hit and run ?! the auntie who is staying beside me told me that she told her this and that . bugger off will u ??!

thankfully . my parents still don't know about it . i don't want to hear my mum nag the whole week . couple of times a day . eventually i know ... they will find out soon .

caxton thinks that the wife made the uncle to ask me to pay . anyways i learnt my lesson . i should stop doing so MUCH favours and sacrifices and i SHOULD be more extra careful .

exhausted

so exhausted and sleepy . . i'm sleep deprived . AGAIN

i want some hot stuff and lust . *wiggles eyebrow* rofl .

goodnight .















i'm not serious at the 2nd part .

i will try to update more after my 12 hours long of sleep .

sleepy

i want to blog .
but . . .

i'm so exhausted . im yawning away while typing this . bed time 3 weeks back was around 3 am . i get to sleep less than 5 hours . my skin is breaking out , good shit .

i'm so tired till all of the sudden my bed time is at 11.30 pm .


whole body is aching that i have to walk slowly up/down the stairs .i so love the weather here . i love it so much that i have to hide inside my room under the air conditioner :(

husky

i thought my assignment was over .
guess what...
she just loaded me MORE work .*sigh*
i know success comes by working hard by over time not over night . i guess i don't need to whine about it ? i'm left with the 3 hours class .

today i went shopping *weeeee* i went to this shop and wanted to get the tee from sinful . sexy guy with sexy husky deep voice ''can i help you'' * i nearly died there* i should have went in to the shop a month back to get some inspiration for the collection .

i bump into someone at Zara and again the same person at Wearhouse . -.- || my nightmare .


while was walking at the streets of orchard , i was so stunned . . because i saw one of these


bad service *pfft* that will be my first and last time .



anyways . i have a lot to do now . will try to blog when i get home :)

its over

weeeee!!!...

i'm finally done with poison . :) done on time . i think the pig will now fly up to the sky huh ?
presentation went quite well too except that the 'thing' doesnt support my laptop . yay!!!

thank you friends for your opinions and help .

xoxo .

much much love to all

ASS-ignments

Tell me why...You're so hard to forget.Don't remind me.I'm not over it.Tell me why.I can't seem to face the truth.I'm just a little too not over you . .


i firking love assignment . i cant tulidibudou it.

roar.roar.roar.

im done with the illustrations and the flat drawings last night . *rolls eyes*

i'm extremely pissed at something . next time i swear i'll be on my own . i don't want collaboration and it's not like i'm good at illustrator/photoshop . *pfft*

im left with 4 things to do . still quite a lot . today went fabric hunting and get conned while trying to get free samples . i'll tell you about it , it is so firkin fabulous . i know it's so inappropriate . but i felt cranky and i would really like to kill someone now .

i better start doing now before preparing the presentation tommorow .



please give me more time.