loop

sometimes i wonder why he calls me out of the blue . wait im not sure if i'm surprised or what .don't bother to call me , better .


i missed you people so much . the list will be very long if i type it down ..
i'm sure you people know who you are . *sending xoxo*




im missing my comfy bed back at home too :)





i can't wait to get over the presentation . it's a good thing that she keeps on loading me with TONS of work , naggy and pushy over me (i felt like crap and wants to *insert kill emoticon*) . if not i will be DEAD busy next week :)


i feel crappy now . i haven't been going to the gym and i haven't even start to run on the loops at the place i'm staying .

my dad somehow knows that i was skipping my meals . well , i wasn't skipping ( it's more of 'i eat only when i'm hungry') message copied from skype chatting history .
[2/26/2009 8:59:59 AM] daddy : make sure you take your meals. don't want u to have gastric just like what happened to me many years ago .

anyways i cant wait to go home to get my comfort zone .
my sister and brother was rolling their eyes and gave me the sweat look when i hugged the car the last time i got home .




i saw rainbow for the first time after all this 2 1/2 years .



i'm looking for this kind of ankle length gladiator heels , nothing more than 3 inches .


will try to update more :)


xoxo

Lame

was chatting with Sean . the conversation was lame . but Nick finds it hilarious .

fabric hunting

done with fabric hunting :) well sorta . HAHAH .


did a little more research and ooh..look what i found .




have a great day and wish me good luck .

feb

17 th feb went pass .. i didn't recall the incident which happened 3-4 years ago . not till a few days ago .i have to admit that i still think about it sometimes . i guess the pain is going away . i really hope i will 'let go' soon . i hope i will do better next year .

besides above i'm busy with ''po!son'' the collection . i'm now left with 48 of illustration . at least this term she didnt made me draw 300-400 times :) . tommorow gonna go fabric hunting . something i dont firkin fancy . i hope i dont bump into familiar faces .

i was fascinated how markers work with blenders and plastic base . i was fascinated too when i first saw electronic sharpeners .*sakai* i'm planning to get one . the black one .

other than that i would really love to move out to a new place which is more nearer to the city . i'm in fact , disturbed with the sound of humping and moaning and how noisy the weekend's morning not forgetting the evenings . no offense but i no longer feel safe , even tho i enjoy being the only tenant . i hope my dad understands the situation .

look what i found :)
oh by the way i still prefer Ladurée macaroons .

im getting sick of the routine .
laundry . shower . assignments . lunch/dinner alone .

not being able to go gym makes me feel like shit :(

maybe i shouldn't stay alone and socialize more .

po!son

:(

You are my summer breeze my winter sun, my springtime soul, my autumn touch of gold..*sings along*

im suppose to be finishing up my 100 sketches .guess what am i doing ? facebooking.blogging .roaring!

anyways.. check out this old song from britney .




i think i'm going to end my contract with True Fitness .

hometown

i am missing my hometown . i am missing the breeze , sunrise and sunset .

i always have this dream that i was back to my hometown and i don't know why is the singapore flyer appearing at the beach . (in dreams) :(

i'm waiting for my brother to complete his SPM , so that we can go for a vacation for a while
haha . maybe not . i will go back before him . HAHA *evil*

missing my grandma . the place . the food . comfy home . friends . cousins that i haven't spoke to for more than 10 years and not forgetting the friendly people .



The orange building is Shangri-La's Tanjung Aru Resort & Spa . it is walkable from the place i used to stay . usually we will go walk around there with my dog and my maid in the evenings .





i remembered waking up looking at this view and the beach . from the house .




this is the yacht club . nearby there is this golf course . gym . tennis court . swimming pool and some other stuff i can't remember . the club name is 'Kinabalu Golf Club'. i used to go there with my brother after school .





the beach . i still remember how my grandma used to scold us . because me and my brother always go for swim at the sea . without her knowing , but in the end she caught us . heh . im sure i was naughty back then .








i grew up in this crib . my grandma took care the 3 of us , while dad was at some other place working . (open image in a new window) 10 minutes walk to the beach . miss eating the food from the stalls . the park where me and my cousin always go to every saturday .





after my dad got promoted to a better position , we moved to this awesome powesome beach house . with a security guard to kick someone's ass . lol

now i felt my grandma's pain and understood how she felt when my dad sold the houses off . i sometimes wonder how will it be , how will my life be like if we never moved to KL , after dad got promoted to a better position to work in KL . which he then took an early retirement after a year working in KL .

i remembered leaving KK on the year of 1999 . the last time i got home was during March , 2005 to see my grandma for the very last time . that was only 2 days 1 night . haven't got the chance to dip my feet to the sea . we have not returned since then .

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♥Here for more info :)

omg time really flies .




have a great day ahead people .

SBW

oh maii...
lol

Night Out

:)

my first gathering with the gym mates . i'm looking forward for the next gathering .

woah . . . i never know that they could dance like that O.O . awesome!!! Yes it was WILD night indeed .


2 Bottles Of Chivas .









all the single ladies... *put ur hands up*hands up*


basically we were all tipsy and high . danced crazily till the next morning .

i had fun :)

yes i'm still having the post clubbing effect . amazing .

Rebel At Heart

i'm so in LOVE with Thomas Sabo .


omg . omg . omg .



















ahhh . . so in love .

sleepy

what makes some people think that i wouldn't want to admit and apologies what i have done wrong ?*cheh* i might be cold / arrogant / blur / gloomy looking (according to some people who judge me before even knowing me*rolls eyes*) , but that doesn't mean that i'm rude and i don't say my sorry and thank yous . i'm well taught since young . sorry if it sounds diva-ish . I couldn't help . lol .

i wrecked my sister's Myvi (right back bumper )on this uncle's Merc. left signal broke.little scratches , and poor Myvi . *proud*

YA I KNOW . i couldn't see his car . goddamnit .

i couldn't sleep last night . because i was worried sick that he will go MAD . i was worried that my explanation is not good enough . was worried that we will have some issue going on the neighbourhood .

first thing i did was , i woke my sister's bf at 730am in the morning .together we went and i talked to the uncle (owner of the car) and i apologized . he seems calm and even laughed about it . asked me not to worry , small matter . *relieved*

it's a good thing that my parents know them , if not i don't know what will happen . i hope that my parents wont find out about this *fingers crossed*

will update soon ,
i want my sleep now!!!

Wish me some sweet dreams, a soft pillow and a hot lover, a sexy one ok ? ahahah XD.

goodnight.

HOLY COW . jackpot

omg . i don't know how to say this .

BUT

SHIT HAPPENS .

Congratulations to me .

Car Accident :(

nothing major . just minor .