crappy line

woke up one of the afternoon. hurriedly switch on the lap top.

situation :

laptop : *connected to the connection*

location : facebook . *logging in*
*2 minutes later*
*disconnected*

me :rawrs and waited patiently

30 minutes later
*connected*
location: *hits the refresh button*

LOADING...

5 minutes later
location : still at facebook

*disconnected*

thank you streamyxscreamyx for doing what you do best .you 'has' been being a PRICK!!!

nose

fell sick .
running nose + spinning class = out of breath

guitar hero

Simplicity & Elegance

Prada Phone by LG




woahh.. Christimas is coming..hahahahaaa

Stella McCartney

i got 'wow-ed ' !!! by stella the other day in adidas .

i love adidas by Stella McCartney. lovelovelove.

honestly i liked almost everything i saw & 'feel '.

you cant blame me eh . i have not been going shopping for quite sometime.

price wise .. speechless.

I WANT ONE OF THE SHOES & BAGS

dentist

had my scaling done with the dentist yesterday .
5 cavities need to be filled with the fillings .

i know what i ate and drank . so it is no surprise .

my parents was nagging about it. -.- . non stop especially mum . next time i wont tell her about my dental appointment . till today she has not stopped talking about it .

this time with another dentist . i swear by the moon and beside Jean , that will be my first and last time with this dentist . i promise i will go back to the old dentist .

guess what . the upper teeth basically sore the whole day!!! my gum was swollen . :(

i guess the roots are trying to settle down ?

this is not the pic of me acting cute ok . look at my cheeks! yes swollen gum .

moo

sometimes i wish i have the courage to talk to you again . it has been awkward and tough not to look into your eyes or just to look at you . i guess it still hurts inside ? . rahHhHh . *bangs head on table*

26

i'm STILL waiting very patiently for Jean , Derrick , Ron and Kok Yew to return from Melbourne and UK so that i can catch up with them.

6ix

you wont see me laughing like these everyday in the previous school. my new competitive classmates. *ahem*

into the darkness

i get sick when all of the sudden , random people or someone i rarely talk to start messaging/ asking what am i doing now . where am i studying . am i already working . and all that.

*wait* are you being nosy or what ? or did you just went behind my back and start gossiping ?

to summarize the issue up, i made the conclusion to cut it short.
''i just left that one of the leading institute from Singapore'' they GASPED and start to ask WHY ,then whine and blah..''

hello? i'm not retarded ok ?
im just not that workaholic/study-holic.going to school from 9am to 9.30PM.once get home need to stay up again to finish up the work. the best part is , my dad paid almost $S6k per term so that i get to get fried by the lecturers.well not myself alone but most of us got fried.

is this my passion ? answer is YES . getting fried is not something i look forward. get the answer ? attitude problem

im not making myself to feel better , but to compare to last time , im much more hardworking now. *close your eyes or ear*

honestly i dont really like the ' oh-my-oh so vibrant ' and the oh-so' MAJOR' people . regardless students or lecturer.that is also considered as my problem, do not ask why.

please note that i am able to think wisely. that is my problem if i want to leave or not.stop telling me that it is something stupid and it is all wasted , i'm going to regret and all that crap. if you looked up to that school so much i suggest you to go enrol yourself! good luck to you.

at this moment i want to keep my profile low.don't blame me when i start to change topic! you have been warned.

yay!!!

loved today :)
someone put a smile upon my face.
i better not start dreaming.HAHA

don't come home better!

i'm annoyed. she keeps on bugging me to go work locally or without a working visa.get experience.bla bla bla. when i just reached the home door.

she also found a place at SS2.ask me to go see.

ANNOYING!!!

childish or spoilt u may say

i don't want to grow up so soon and i don't like to be chased or forced to do something i'm not ready for.

i just want to be lazy,have my holidays and have fun.

i also know that i am wasting my time away. not yours ok!

21st

Thanks to Dear friends and VIPS for the Birthday Wishes via Facebook.Phone Calls.SMS-es and Friendster

In order :

Sister Fiona
Caxton
Khim May
Kenzie
Ken Han
Alisha
Keigo
Kok Yew
Michele
Bazli
Leo
Daddy
Aimee
Sapphira
Jonathan Liew
Jon
Mann
Cheri
Elvina
Christina
Jean
Sean
Brother Jason

It was like any other normal days for me. no candle blowing moments.Haha!
thank god.i don't have to remind myself that i am 1 year closer to wrinkles!


Best Pressie : Aeroline tickets to come home!!!

ps : my mum has forgotten the day that she born me.

shopping

went for little shopping , after all the crazy work.

got myself a pair of..something i want!!!


so pondan also can wear this shoe.see the boy and girl label ?no offense ok! lol



*tadaaa*



childish.zombie.ugly. or whatever it is you want to call. i love this shoe.

home

i'm coming back on my birthday.night time
maybe will plan a small dinner.

see you guys soon

much love,
xo.

T.T

my greatest nightmare came true.
my nightmare that i always wanted (sounds better) came true.

12 hours before the finals i JUST found out that i do not have 'power point' to finalize the thing.what a LUCK.


i also found out my classmates were so bloody competitive.i was late once.all they can give me was
'i don't know' . 'i can't help' indirectly. yes they cant even help me with the power point too.FUCK SAKE.


having presentation,which is the much more IMPORTANT part apart from the research,drawings,drafts and so much of other stuff.no one is able to help me.even the 'closest' fam member.i was crying like MAD.

thanks to someone from graphic course was able to borrow me his laptop for the very last minute.

it did not helped me much.because it was only 45 slides from 2 thick research and work file.i was so lost during presentation,don't even know what i was blabbering and talking.i wasn't that confident.was facing the wall.all i can think of is.i want my sleep.

i was darn nervous because i was lucky number 1 to go.last presentation was like 3 years ago?

the CEO gave me comments like 'even though you are very good in drafting and illustrating , you cant sell/promote your product and the bla goes on..more of criticizes me and my old college,i felt like breaking down.

for the last 2 weeks i know i gave my best.did not really have proper sleep.
coping with the fussy lecturer.keep on re-doing some stuff because she wasnt happy with my stuff.sacrifice my sleep.food.gym. away.

i did not sacrifice my internet away.my source to keep me awake.

i did not sleep for almost 2 days before the finals.but i did nap just for half an hour.i was so sleepy and tired till one point i popped red bull.first time.the reaction was instant *snap*i did not drank the whole thing.i did not liked the taste and smell.it was like perfume for me.


how does it feel like if you were me ?

it's ok if i lose a lot of marks for presentation.*cries*i hope i score better on the research book and illustration.

i slept for almost 17 hours.woke up crying because of the presentation.it did not go well.

true colors

BOLLOCKS! the principal yelled at me this morn.just because of a drink.no i did not spilled a drip.yeah right i need to get disciplined because of a stupid drink.wtf.thanks to the CCTV in the class.why must i be the one who get caught. or is it why am i not that careful.

i have just seen their true colors.bitches and hypocrites.

i just want to get over this.2 more days!

sleepy

RAwRrRrR.

assignment-ing and blogging

basically this made my day.


i am re-doing the illustration. god knows why i keep on re-doing. i will do my best.she told me she is expecting a lot from me. T.T

sewing projects due on Tues.

presentation on wed. OMG . my first presentation ever on my own design . after like 3 years ?!

i better keep my hands moving.

yipeee

finally.
thank you cold storage.

twin

this is my other twin.
our teeth has the same genes lol!
my mum and brother thinks so.

crush

holy crappy.

this song/lyrics is related to my issue.fits my situation


I hung up the phone tonight
Something happened for the first time deep inside
It was a rush, what a rush

'Cause the possibility
That you would ever feel the same way about me
It's just too much, just too much

Why do I keep running from the truth?
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized
And I've just got to know

Do you ever think when you're all alone
All that we can be, where this thing can go?
Am I crazy or falling in love?
Is it real or just another crush?

Do you catch a breath when I look at you?
Are you holding back like the way I do?
'Cause I'm trying and trying to walk away
But I know this crush ain't goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy..

SHYTES ..holy crap.it is archie.it's stuck on my head.HELP mehhhhh.

shoot me

i'm trying not to look back..loser me.

dream

It's VERY AWKWARD for what happened , in real life.my fault.i'm sorry.
but why are you in my dreams.what on earth are you doing there, twice.
i hope i get more of it *HAHA* but please don't give me nightmare tonight.

adidas

i found the shoes!!!

i'm NOT gonna sleep tonight.this is not related to the shoes.

ouch

i'm in pain. :(