30 October, 2008

It matters to me

this is gonna be a rude.offensive.disrespectful.inappropriate or whatever-it-is post.exit on the 'x'.


i hated the treatment i got , when i was back at home.it was supposed to be a GOOD long weekend for me to stay at home.since they said they are going to Penang/Cameron.

he was like a pearl to her.
i think she already loose her mind at the first place few years back.just that i kept quiet about it.

at first i thought it was just my own sensitivity feelings or my own jealousy when i was treated this way at this place.

i don't know what to say now.since someone also think quite the same way as i am.

it's very obvious.if you cant see you are probably an alien.
why must we treat them so bloody nice when the we get crappy treatment at first and in return?

did she just forgotten who we are ?

i don't know what she boasted about me or did she?!

when i was washing the plates after some food , he came to the basin area and commented : you actually washed your plates ?!
me :* frozen a while* i do and why not ?
he kept quiet a while.

when i was doing hand wash on my gym attire , again he came and commented : you wash your clothes? half awake in the morning i replied yes.

he seemed surprised.like WTF.

woke up one morning,suddenly there is a box of cake.*PERASAN-LY*i thought it was either sis's bf or it was my cake since my birthday is coming soon.she told me that she ordered it.she then asked me to cut it for her pearl.not once or twice but 3 times i was like ?!?!?!.

when everyone's around,actually i purposely went and ask her what cake does my sis likes .what a dissapointing answer she gave.

came her she asked me to get something , again . can you get the maple syrup for me when you're on the way to the gym. you know the maple syrup ? when i was about to answer yes , she assumed that i don't know a shit about maple syrup. she went on and said, oh ya i know you don't know and you dont know how to get it.

after she bossed me around to pick them here and there , her never-ending order ask me to treat them AS GOOD AS POSSIBLE and i was kinda late for gym .how will you feel if you were me?

kinda annoyed i raised my voice.how can i not know what is maple syrup ? *some of the people in the house looked at me*

she was like oh you know 'meh' ? *fire blasted on my head* i said yeah it is the syrup in the special bowl of container, to put on the chicken before roasting it on the oven.

i went on , how can you simply say and assume that i don't know anything.hurriedly she asked me how i know one? then she say can you get it for me.

moody i went on and say i wont get it,i wont be parking the car at carrefour.

my long weekend was kinda spoilt all because of this.have to bring her bloody pearl out.go out eat.movies.bowling.pool and all that crap.kinda enjoy it at first now i regret.dont ask why.

when i was asked where i went and how much did i spent or who paid , that bloody mother pearl open her eyes wide and stared at me.AS IF I WILL BLOODY DIG YOUR SON'S MONEY. i dont care im gonna claim some from her.since she keep on stressing on her 'sisterhood' crap.
thank god i came back early.

yeah you may think i'm spoilt or whatever she boasted or whatever they/you thought.

to be honest only myself and god know the truth. if you still think i'm that spoilt it doesn't mean i that i dont know/do a shit. just that sometimes i let someone else to do it for me.

i am offended.

Wishlist

Calvin Klein Flash Watch
Calvin Klein Clasp Watch
Kate Spade Sabi And Sky Bag
Kate Spade Elba Exotic Paola
A pair of red hot running shoes that shows my ankle bones.low cut :)

=)

the cutest niece/nephew or whatever it is (i don't know whats the difference), i have ever met. i don't really like kids if you know me enough.what made me changed my mind?

she was the quiet type,not those super hyper-active one. she likes to be carried/hugged around.always want me to carry her. -.- |

XD


jump high
yeah i know my hair looks like crap now.need to get it done ASAP.

29 October, 2008

Events

I hope my classmate manage to get the special tickets to catch Russell Peters.since it was sold out.

more info please click

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  • Might as well catch Rihanna
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  • the long long anticipated tattoo show.
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  • 28 October, 2008

    smart ass

    i'm such a bimbo.SMART ASS me.REAL SMART ASSS!!!
    there was this song that has been haunting me 2 weeks back on RPM & spinning class..trying to figure out the title of the song,i went searching on the BP site.i repeat BP tracklist site instead of the RPM site. im not aware of it.*aduiiiii*

    youtube one by one.still couldnt find it.

    only realised that i was on the wrong site till today. *bangs myself to the wall* after like 2 and a half weeks?!

    i should have just shutted up.period!

    oh my god.what's wrong with meeeee?!

    Zaimee this was the song i was trying to ask/tell you.lol.
    loving Rea Garvey's voice.

    oooh.. the red.the black.the red.


    i prefer this-more-louder&clear version


    *thanking someone/people for fulfilling me the songs that i couldn't get enough of*

    24 October, 2008

    Answer

    my precious seat on the first class shuttle.with a bag that cost me an arm.

    still don't get what i mean ?


    i'm home for my long weekend. Again?!

    loved today :)

    21 October, 2008

    Holidays

    Question.
    should i come back for the weekend since i'm not having class till Tuesday? My weekend starts on Thursday.

    *whines*

    a month ago i was complaining that my head's gonna crack.thinking designs for my 'extra modules'.

    in the end, i have decided to drop the extra modules.interior design and graphic design.it's too hectic.

    whatever the CEO/director is talking about. it's not related to my FD course. it's too deep for me to understand.

    so i have decided that i will do this subject by the end of the year.

    just imagine,drawing kitchen by using those graphic paper,and getting swatches like marble,mosaic has something to do with my course ?! crap i'm not that workaholic.i think only he himself can manage this.

    anyways to make myself feel better, the rest of my classmates did not attend any of the classes above. lol

    as for that major class.100 sketches.she seems not to be impressed with my houte couture.OK FINE.i was asked to re-draw again.

    the 2nd time she was like,i don't see the links in your drawings.however you have lots of ideas.picks a few and ask me to develope from there*hangs myself*

    finally today she made me to draw it for the 3rd time.It turns out that i do not need to be so 'weird' or 'different' from others.

    so, now onwards i will keep it as simple and as plain as possible.

    19 October, 2008

    burned with desire

    this song reminds me of something.
    the cold beads of sweat racing down my warm neck.the perspiration.the burning sensation on the legs.the endurance of holding on. AaaAaHHH..
    those crazy days with L in RPM classes.missing the good-en old days.



    this is an amaz-aing song.
    i've been listening to this song for a while.i have not seen the video not till yesterday.

    printscreen

    miss webcam-ing and eating in front of the laptop while chatting with friends.


    any resemblance?




    HAHA.














    14 October, 2008

    empty

    i felt the emptiness when i was back.
    friends.specially VIPS,are all over the other side of the world.
    yes i have friends at local too.but seems like they are all is busy with exams and work.
    it's like no point of going back anymore. (please don't believe me at this part.whatever it is i still will be going back.lol)

    anyways,if you see me i have not been talking to you,its not that i want to be ignorant.its because i was thinking something real deep. i sometimes want to be left alone.have my own zone.
    my new phase is approaching very soon, it is nearly time to grow out of another circle.i am totally responsible for my life soon.i'm just denying the reality.heh.

    :(

    well, i felt the emptiness here too.friends here seems nice.but we don't know each other that well yet.i haven't seen their true colours yet.maybe it was myself being careful after all the betrayal,backstabbing and incidents that happened in my previous colleges.

    13 October, 2008

    6ix

    back to no man's land.i have always wanted to extend.but..it's kinda late to extend.

    met up with Caxton.love his new hairdo and colour :)

    i still have not gotten enough of Manian featuring Aila's Heaven for RPM can?! *thump thump* nice bass line!!! *spins bike crazily*

    met up with Khim May. we manage to find Alisha's house to attend Alisha's Farewell / Raya Open House. missing her :( . quite surprised when my dad allow me to come back for her.

    attended gym like normal and had lunch with my brother.

    also met up with WL & Jazrine

    went to Coco Banana with a friend last night.my ears are numb now.next time don't sit so near the speakers.gotten a little tipsy. pics will be posted soon.

    10 October, 2008

    guepierre

    oh GOD!!!
    give me more time.






    crap

    i just met a bitch.still hiding something.Liar!

    easier to be

    Look what i found :)



    08 October, 2008

    HB

    Happy Birthday...




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    To My Dearest Sister, Fiona

    Oi old woman i can't believe it.you are 26 years OLD.
    Zomg time really do flies.soon i'm turning to 21.

    wait. wait. wait. why am i involved here?


    Anyways i wanna wish you A Happy Birthday.Good Health.A Happy Relationship. Good Business.

    Have a good one even though sometimes it is the same every year ;) .By the way i have not drop by at MAC.i stay at some ulu place.go town also need at least 1 hour bus ride.your money is still save with me.havent masuk perut ok.

    i also wish that the wrinkles don't pop up so fast. lol . i think i will get kill at this part.

    Spend me more money so that i don't need to use daddy's money so much lol.


    have a great one.

    05 October, 2008

    coming home

    i'm coming HOME.i'm coming HOME.i'm coming HOME.!!!

    catch me if you can and if you want to.i'll be back from the 9th to the 13th.can be reached at msn.sms & here?

    change of plan.might not come back on November itself.



    something has happened at home.2 poor souls.wont elaborate much.but now i ONLY realised.people,no matter how close.when in need of something is willing to lie and cheat and do whatever it takes to get what he wants. ( split personality in making!)

    i hope my dad will be able to make police report and able to catch him wherever he is enjoying his life now.i want to see his ass in the jail.but then it wont be so easy because he is such a smart ass.i hope karma comes around and he goes die.it wont be better this way.

    i want him behind the bars.rude but this is the voice from my heart.

    and for now,i wont be so nice to people and trust is something i will reconsider.i just realised trust is hard to earn.

    i feel their pain.

    Lifehouse

    walking from vivo
    extremely long q

    2 of the towers. i see no shit.i paid 70 dollars concert to see this.luckily Greg is tall enough.HAHA



    bleah..

    i paid 70 dollars to see 4 huge towers blocking me from watching Lifehouse. Such a 'nice' small and 'cosy' place to organize such a event.crazy long q . me and Gregory were quite late.crowd was so dead and quiet some point.i guess they don't really know their songs. >.<

    04 October, 2008

    :D

    omg omg omg.

    WE ARE SO EXCITED!!!

    disappointed at the ugly looking ticket.it's a bloody receipt.

    3 hours more!!!

    03 October, 2008

    i'll do whatever it takes.

    Je ferais tout ce qu'il faut.Pour changerJe sais ce qui est en jeu.Et si tu me donnes cette chance
    Je peux changer, crois-le Nous resterons ensemble quoiqu'il puisse m'en couter.

    02 October, 2008

    :(

    Je pense à toi des fois. Tu me manques :( . whats wrong with youuu.

    I wish you guys some sweet dreams, a soft pillow and why not, a hot lover, ahahah XD.

    goodnight.

    Lifehouse

    OMG .

    this is so last minute.this is so last minute.this is so last minute.this is so last minute.

    i was checking out some forum and i JUST found out that..

    Lifehouse is coming!!!

    anyways i'm not a big fan.

    i'm dragging Gregory to the concert with me.

    01 October, 2008

    risky

    Did Not Have Enough Sleep.Down With Headache.Sore Throat.Fever & Flu.Finally that time of the month.Sorry Guys if this is getting too girly.

    yet i risked going out with my cousins.Had a great outing even though it was a pain.

    Fun is more important Life. *devil horns*

    study hard and play hard i suppose ? ;)

    kick

    sorry.lack of updates.been busy with assignments and going out with my cousin.
    got even sicker.sore throat is back.flu is still around.


    with that i'm gonna go sleep. looking forward for new release.BP 67